• Yesterday I bought a biography of 2 Live Crew at Goodwill. I guess I never realized just how filthy they were. Needless to say, it is quite the investment.
  
• On Wednesday I lost my glasses at the pool. On Friday I ordered new Glasses. On Sunday the pool people called to say they found my glasses. This morning I found out I can't cancel the order ( Read more... )

went to the dentist early this morning and got my dental work finished. they gave me so much novacaine i was almost high.

my mouth is starting to wake up and i've got "pins and needles" all the way from my chin to my eyelids.

at least i'm not drooling.

i just found out that blake's wedding is this saturday and i never received an invitation. i'm really hurt.

• So - I'm pretty much assuming that P's not coming. Yeah, I'm pretty disappointed, but I mostly just want to know why he's avoiding me.
  
• I feel like a total loser.
  
• Went to go pick up the car today, but the guy only sent me his mailing address. Because he didn't send me anything else, I assumed it was the address to his auto shop. I was wrong, and ( Read more... )

things are falling apart again. i can't get a grip on this. Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. might get fired. pay my rent this weekend, or get evicted. (i think i'll pay my rent). you're the only cozy place i can cuddle into right now and all i wanted was to be with you on my shitty day, but i'm no good for company. i'm no ( Read more... )

Today I was thinking about when I moved to Virginia, and how it never really hit me how sudden and surreal the experience was...but today, I just got to thinking...and that was really fucked up ( Read more... )

the bad news The D.A. isn't going to do anything about that fuckface. But, I am going down there myself, and they better watch out. I'm fucking pissed. I called Ms. Mackle...I'm going to get all of the Quad Cities women's rights activists in on this.

the good news I've been pretty much guaranteed the management position at the downtown Moline ( Read more... )

So, last night as I was driving home from my mom's house, I was listening to my favorite travel CD, the Fight Club soundtrack. I was cruising along, deeply engrossed in one of my favorite songs, the name of which I cannot remember right now. But, it's the one that is playing when Tyler and "Jack" are driving down the highway in the rain, with a ( Read more... )

i hate that i have to go to work today. i just want to sit with my family and watch the news. i want to hear that the rescue crew have reached the sub-basements, and that there are large groups of survivors tucked safely below the rubble. i'm afraid of what will happen if this tragedy turns out to be as large as we have anticipated ( Read more... )

amongst all the rubble, all the insanity, all the mangled mess of the american dreams smashed to pieces...i can only stare with teary eyes and proclaim my love for God. Perhaps the end is near, perhaps i too will be judged, but i am content in my helplessness...my hands are empty, but my heart is full...and that's all that matters. I hope that ( Read more... )